Saturday, November 13, 2010
The Girl Who Has Everything

Hello!

What a fantastic day it is! Praise God for everything.

You know, when I'm traveling between places, I think of so many things. It's obvious that I don't have a very good memory, because if I did, I would write everything that I remember, here.

So, some thoughts are lost, but what you see here makes it. Pretty much like how the farmer collects rice from the paddy field, some grains fall out along the way, some grains fall out when they get loaded into sacks, some fall out from the sacks on the truck on the way to the market, some grains... Yes, but they are not "lost". As long as I had those thoughts before, they impact me in a way, even if not consciously. So all is not "lost". How can it be?

Today I just want to say, that I am contented Lord. I have everything that I could ever need, or want for that matter. God, I am thankful for;

my meals
for my lectures
my time with you
the Holy Spirit
the big picture
my friends
loved ones
dinner with my mom
my brother
Jie

and, I am thankful Lord, that I am thankful. Thank you for filling my heart with gratitude when I could have been arrogant. I find myself a hard person to be with. Thank You for being with me. Thank You for loving me. Thank You for teaching me how to love. Thank You for our conversations. I can never express myself adequately in words.

I laugh because You are funny. I have such wonderful days. It is always a surprise when I find out what is planned for me today, most unexpected and what I need the most. Indeed You are God.




Mr Darcy: You have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you.

1:12 AM.